Wednesday, December 10, 2008
feeling damn angry and sad. wtf. @ 10:18 PM
okay. now i'm trying really hard, really really really hard to control my temper.i know i said sth wrong and bad to you.but what had i done wrong?seriously, u nag when i'm doing my hmwk.u also nag when i'm not doing hmwk.what the heck u want me to do!!i really dun know what u want.i'm feeling really sucky NOW.bo dai bo ji throw temper.then cane my sis. wth.she did nth wrong lurhhs. Oh god, It's School Holidays!!she used compt longer a bit wun die right.school holidays!! i know that school holidays also need to study, not always used compt.but she also would read books, would do chinese assessments.of cos, kan bu shuang definitely will shoot back dhe mahs.then she threw my sister bag, assessment books, pencil case.wth. wth. wth.she kept forcing us to study.i know it's for our own good but not always study.sth do have to relax.and this dec holidays, i'm really very busy.morning went for class remedial, then chiong to do sec1 orientiation gifts, used compt a while, dinner and then went to study.i'm trying hard to force myself to study.study those subjects i hated a lot and subjects that i need to improve on.Os is coming. i'm now like worried for my studies and Os results.i'm really dun know if i can really cope my studies well until the last day of Os.then june 2009, there's a concert that the sec4 band members have to take part.i really dun know how i can cope my studies.reallt stress.i have never been to this kind of situation before, liked having stress, worried for Os.i'm treating Os quite seriously.stop giving me stress.i think i'm going to break down soon.i hoped i could cope well.sorry to wenhong that i'm a bit harsh talking to you.cos sth happened before u called. so i hope u could understand.Sorry.
