Saturday, June 28, 2008
did a lot of reflections. @ 8:21 PM
okay.morning went back CCKPS Open House.hmm.had breakfast there.oh gosh. i missed the canteen food.hahas.wenhong kp eating and eating. same for val.omg. eat and eat. aiyo.saw mr ong, mrs ong, mr yeo, mdm seah and many many other teachers.they still look the same. hahas. no change for the past 3 years.my pri6 classroom too.they still look the same. nth had changed.then we went into library and came out. walked to the place where can see the bball court.saw friends.an ex guy friend. had many thoughts flashed thru my mind. seriously, if i did not had done that, nth will happened, nth will changed.the situation would have kp until now.i really regretted a lot. i suffered a lot too.for dunnoe how long i reflected on myself.i seriously serioously regretted a lot.for some times, i really wanted to go back. turn back the clock. BUT can't.upset. remorseful. depressed. regretted.anyway, it's in the past.all this will be etch in my mind. and i really regretted.went back home, bathe, lunch and went tuition.after tuition went bukit gombak.sth happened which i didnt want to mention.seriously, damn fed up.nvm.then back home. rest for a while, had dinner and went lot1 renew my library bk.buy nuggets and popcorn chicken.when walking home, i nid to cross this traffic light.the traffic light shines red men.i stopped and thought for a while. day dreaming.a lorry, huge lorry drove past. really fast. it drove past me within 2 seconds.at that point of time, i thought that if i took a step forward, i definitely be killed.i wondered if i'm dead, will i be missed by families and friends.will i caused my close friends and relatives to suffer.a lot of thoughts flashed through.and i realised that i did a lot of reflections today.an ex guy friend and that lorry drove past case.i don't really reflect normally unless i do regret a lot a lot..........-yizhen Regretted.
