Wednesday, March 5, 2008
mentally breakdown? @ 1:40 PM
okay.today was late for meeting nicole.cos wh nvr msg me if she taking lrt wif us or taking weilin's dad car.nvm then. was late then.so was nt feeling that good. tired. lazy to get brain working.Chem marks was deducted. in fact the whole class chem marks dropped.MT cher was scolding and scolding us.wth. the students dun wanna listen. pek cek lahs.Had a talk by........hmm. 4gotten her name. but is abt saving money.wahahas.then was late for band. cos the talk end lyk 2.20pm?yep. then get things done after 3pm.hmm. Damn tired. keep doing things repeat and repeat again. omg.wth. wth. wth.blow songs repeat. gimicks repeat.everything oso repeat.correct oso run. wrong oso run.what to do? why gt such thing?do ppl get punishment for doing things correctly?no ya.?why this thing kp repeating?i hate it damn much.i was moaning. grumbling all the way.almost cry. mental breakdown somehow.i couldnt possibly give in everything.i could but i really dun have much time left.i have to concern abt band stuffs, academic and some personal problems.what can i do? ignore it? pls.i'm to the extend alrdy.and becos that my academic results decrease a lot compared to my standard.my 1st time getting 3 F9s at one go.my really 1st time. true it is.i promised to work hard. i really have to. future is in my hand.whatever had past, let it go.start afresh and begin the " new yr ".have to tell myself. okay. i'm too tired. may breakdown anytime.so take cares.buaiix.[[ yizhen ]]See No Evil thingy. pls stop doing and using it.no gd yea. muz do take cares. grown up kid liaos. wakakas.hmm. cheer up!
