Wednesday, August 22, 2007
@ 10:00 AM
Feeling very moody and sad now..haish..All becos of my results!!I indeed rather flunk all my subs than to get B u noe..wad the hell..really very sad now..I really dun even wish to get back any papers..I see my results le..i feel lyk banging myself against the wall..WHY AM I SO STUPID.?WHY CANT I BE CLEVER A BIT.?WHY CANT I STUDY EVEN HARDER.?WHY CANT I GET BETTER RESULTS.?WHY CANT I MAKE MYSELF STUDY.?WHY CANT I ORGANISE EVERYTHING IN ORDER.?WHY CANT I GET ALL As FOR ALL SUBJECTS.?WHY CANT I IMPROVE ALL MY SUBJECTS.?WHY CANT I DO BETTER IN THE NEXT CT.?WHY CANT I MAKE MY MARMIE FEEL THAT I DO PROUD FOR HER.?WHY CANT I.?WHY CANT I?WHY CANT I.?i really dunnoe what i can do now.feeling pressurised..stress-up!Even my marmie didnt pressurised me..she didnt scold me or even talk more or lecture me..but i noe that she disappointed in me luhs..Feeling very very sorry to her..omg..Really indeed!! argh..*sob sob sob*Hmm..guess i gtg le..buaii then..[[ yizhen ]]Moral for today: in a bad mood..dunnoe what i can do.. feeling frustrated lurhhs..juz heck care and think lots more!! stressing up nowadays cos of my results!!!#140406
